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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, September 22, 2004 ]
+Time [ 08:48 p.m.
]
Money? Is it the fator of evil in this world?
Would you change the person your are now or would you stay the same? thi sis the question in everybody's mind.. everybody wants to change for the better.. but who really can change? we try to change everyday.. everyday we try to change for the better but it'll just bring us down.. changing is so much work.. not to do this not, not do that. but we are all victim of our own desires.. we want everything.. we want all the bad things in life.. who doesn't want to be bad? who doesn't want to be rich? who doesn't want money.. money is needed to live in this world..money is needed to buy food.. try living in this world without money.. seriously we can't.. see all the gd stuffs we can buy... good food.. good everything.. y can't we still do barter trade for our stuffs? it's like people would kill for money... backstab for money.. do everything bad for money.. y can we do gd and get money? even monks need money to live.. well if ya say that i can't live without money it's true.. cos i still got loads of stuffs to get... but i'm still finding ways to get money.. if any1 would like to donate i would gladly love you all.. awekhawkheakhwkehawe...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Tuesday, August 24, 2004 ]
+Time [ 01:58 p.m.
]
Singapore - Fine city or 'FINE" city
is singapore a great city? to the eyes of tourists and majority of the singaporeans it is.. but wat bout the minorty? singapore is just too strict in everything.. i think there are laws for every single thing.. every single stuff that we do..the more the government tries to tie us down wit some rule, the more defient the minority will be.. and more crimes are being made that way.. small things like smoking.. the government imposed taxes on ciggies.. but look wat they have done.. making people into pushers selling ciggies cheaper then the stalls.. many peeps are caught but many more are still out there making money..in another way making shop owners lose money.. ciggies are now close to like 10 bucks.. who wants to buy from singapore, whereas we can get them cheaper from our next door neighbour,malaysia. there are endless laws..banned of chewing gums.. cuts in movies..even after the new censorship rating laws.. no this.. no that.. sheesshhh.. there is really no end... people get sack for the words they say, just to make others laugh..like radio... the sacking of 2 radio djs. 1 of them is suspened. only 2 listeners complained and out goes the djs. they may have breach the radio laws but aren't humans are prone to err.. should they been given the chance? they are really good djs. we enjoy their company in the relaxation of our own homes or practically anywhere.. they the radio stations had to be stupid to sack them.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Thursday, August 12, 2004 ]
+Time [ 04:47 p.m.
]
IF........fate could change....
wat would you do on ya last day living this world? wat would ya want? wat would ya really need? wat would ya say? wat would ya eat? wat would ya wear? who would ya really want to be wit? who would you want to see?
luckily we couldn't see fate. couldn't see when our last days gonna be. but when that happens wat would ya really do? like those having death sentences, it's like waiting for you death slowly. day by day everything passes. ya be in side the cell waiting.. waiting for your last day.. how does it feels to be hanged? the pain of can have any air. ya eyes will be pooping out struggling to catch a glimps of air. pain and pain and pain.just paint the whole room red if ya make me die alone.. so that i noe when i die i will remember the anger that's left in me...
What If?
If you knew,
Everything would make a difference..
If i knew,
It would be different...
if you knew,
everything would be the same...
if i knew,
i turn it into a game...
If you knew,
nothing will be happening...
if i knew,
it will be happening...
If you knew,
you won't say a thing...
if i knew,
we can share that thing...
if you knew
that i love you, it'll mean nothing...
if i knew,
that you have me, it''s mean something.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, August 11, 2004 ]
+Time [ 11:09 a.m.
]
Are you democratic or socialist?
Is Singapore a democratic country or a Socialist country?
literally we are a democratic country cos we vote for our president.. but aren't we socialist too? my frend ask me something.. wat's the difference between north korean and singapore? NOTHING! both practise nepotism.. it's like passing down of the position from father to son... well it's like you should noe who i'm taking bout if ya are a singaporean.. imagine this there are so many other, better more exprience prime ministers in singapore. y did they have chose like the son? they say all the people in the parliment voted for him... YAH RITE! more to like daddy ask(no maybe force) every1 to vote for him.. so his son could carry out the duties.. y can't there be other people in the parliment? other people to rule.. we as the people should have the rite to vote to.. we vote for who should govern our neighbourhood.. we vote for who is the president... BUT y can't we vote for the prime minister? socialist do not get to vote.. prime minister is a very impt position.. y can't we vote? if he wins he wins by the people's vite.. that's wat we call democracy... the people's vote.. but the government is doing this way to show that they have no confidence in the people.. might as well we take the pledge instead of saying democratic society.. might as well change it to socialist society.. so guess it's your vote now.. is singapore a democratic country?
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Sunday, August 10, 2003 ]
+Time [ 02:48 a.m.
]
Excuse me... Is this yours?
have ya ever lost something? something with cannot be bought with money or with anything at all. and the bad thing is ya could not say anything bout it. or even worse you dun even have a clue tt you lost it. even if ya realise it, you can't even find a word to describe how you feel. it feels totally terrible. even though you noe and it means alot to you, you just dun bother to look for it again. you just keep all the feelings to yourselves. even if ya dun notice it's lost you'd feel terrible inside. you'll feel agitated and keep wondering wat is lost. and still you keep the feelings to yaselves. as human we tend to do lots of errors in our lifes. and i feel that losing stuffs is 1 of the biggest error in your life. it's like the saddness really eats in ya. but ya can't show a straight happy face cos peeps might be thinking your so stupid to lose stuffs.. well that is if ya realised it.and if you dun and ya suddenly know wat's missing it's like a hell of a time. feeling really remorse and stuffs. but when some 1 tells you that he/she found something and ask you " Excuse me.. Is this yours?" ya suddenly feel the rush in you to say yes. happy, excited, anxious and feeling great. but when reality takes it's place and ya finally sees it and you have to say "no". the atmosphere is so damn sad that you just couldn't control. well my main point of saying this is always be happy no matter wat situation you are in. put on a smiley face.
REALISING A DREAM
It's like a fantasy,
Coming true is a fantasy.
Just slipping through the gaze of memories,
Just fading through the mind.
Why can't it be real?
Why can't it be a reality?
It's just an imagination,
Of kings, knights and castles in the air.
Why can't i cry?
Why can't i be sad?
Knowing everything is a fantasy,
It hard to deny.
It's like falling down,
Down landing on beautiful lavender gauze.
Breaking your fall,
Losing all your fears.
You feel pain,
You feel hurt.
But you just don't wanna wake up,
Fearing everything would be lost.
Should you wake up?
Should you move on?
To me still i dream on dreaming,
Because this dream is the sweetest dream i ever dreamt.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Tuesday, August 3, 2004 ]
+Time [ 03:07 p.m.
]
discriminated or looked down on?
have ya ever discriminate some1 becos of their colour... or looked down on some1 becos of who they are wat they wear or wat ever shit that has come out of their mouths... we all have been discriminated surely once in our life. we all have been looked down b4 in our lifes.. imagine how much heart pain if a person knew that we are discriminating him/her. put yaself in that position and see how it feels to be discriminated face to face."j'aime que cette fille qui est le nom est la grâce. elle est agréable et mignonne. je suis la chute dans à elle profondément." it means live ya life with pure no evil. live it like every1 is ya own family. nowdays.... ya would want to discriminate ya own sister/brother.. even if ya discriminate them ya noe that it meant to be a joke. so pls try not to look down on people, cos ya will never know who will be looking down on you next time.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, July 28, 2004 ]
+Time [ 09:27 a.m.
]
Have Ya Ever Thought Life Is Simple?
hmmmm.... Life is simple actually.. it only consist of 2 parts-- living and dying.. there it isn't so bad rite? wat makes it difficult is the obstacles in life.. the ups and downs of life.. that wat makes living interesting.. imagine if there were no up and downs, there wouldn't be any saddness.. happiness.. or feelings at all... then nobody would noe wat's the feeling of achieving some things in life.. like for example
dave: hey roy how much did ya get for the test?
roy: last test i got 10/50 now i got 49/50...(a motionless face - _ -).. wat bout u?
dave: i got 10/50.. the last test was 45/50(a motionless face -_-)...
this is an example where there no ups and downs.. everybody has the same expression...there wouldn't be anger and fighting all over everybody would be living in harmony.. that's good actually.. but it'll be boring... boring?? i dun think we would noe the meaning of boring if we live that way..
imagine if we live in a word with no letters or words.. hoe would we communicate? that'll be a story for tomorrow.. till then have fun living your life.. be thankful you have feelings.. (-_-)
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ]
+Time [ 05:19 p.m.
]
beholD the love that stRUck throuGh Some1
Paradox Pseudonym
Lost in the delusion of dejavu,
Misconception fantasy comes to a full stop.
Desiderate for her more,
Fall short would bring to jeopardous fate.
The aura feels so recherché.
“How would I not want you more?
You are so exigent, so soporific."
Tell me is this what I deserve,
Is this what is meant to be?
Is this the culmination of my life,
Keeping afloat to my final last.
Feeling the paroxysm through my body,
As the dyshoria is ignited by the fingers.
Feeling the warmness and the coolness through
I’ll never forget you!
I’ll never forget you!
The acrimony of the reverential,
Unambiguously agonizing me.
All these martyrize and self condemination,
Had left me languid.
All these are masquerades.
All these are masquerades.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, July 21, 2004 ]
+Time [ 12:24 p.m.
]
Things aren't wat the seem to be as in the bold....All are in the QUESTIONS..
we are Singaporeans. we are proud being Singaporeans. there is no discriminated. we are govern by a good government..no matter wat race or wat colour, we live in harmony. we are strong in forces. we are 1 of a kind. i like being in a multi-racial group. judge by the strong forces of the army, we could maintain others from invading. everyday the weather is fair or rainy. not even an earthquake is found here. i can't wait to serve my national service. we have to say it's a place we should be and stick to serving up for singapore. our homeland our own and only home. wrong or right? it is to protect the nation. it is to protect our family or any wrong doings..together we fight all the way for the nation. fight for freedom. of cos that's the end of my speech.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, July 21, 2004 ]
+Time [ 10:56 a.m.
]
The abhorrence of self-condemnination..
Hmmmmm....
Have ya ever regretted wat ya did b4 and wished that ya shouldn't have done it??
Feeling the martry of wat have been done..
The tribulation of waiting for the outcome...
Hmmm..
Wonder how it all started and how it all ends...
Paroysm of dyshoria going through ya life..
Ya getting languid day by day...
Agonised by the guilt of self-condemnination.
The origin of the problem will be buried in eternal oblivion..
But ya can't seem to ignore the fact that it was a egotistical mistake..
Treasure the 1 ya love or ya'll deplore and left with total obliteration.
Done By StePhan Frestra
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Monday, July 19, 2004 ]
+Time [ 04:56 p.m.
]
Baybeats-----> Great??? Sucky?? You Decide
well guys... had fun at baybeats?? great bands played.. i must say all the bands played very well.. played to their very best.. played for the audience.. played for every1 who came.. they had fun.. lots of fun on stage....BUT....... did we have fun?? fun?? more like watching symphony band playing.. all just stand and watch.. police are everywhere.. securities are pack full.. looking at ya like a pack of hungry wolves tryin to engulf ya if ya made the slightest mistake.. i dun noe if there were rules on moshing or not. as i went to see i saw very little moshing then it stopped.oh my god! bodysurfing is a serious crime man!!i didn't know tt... ya bodysurf and "POOFS" 2 idiots in blue uniform pulls you out of the crowd accompanied by 6 others.. pulls you out of the crowd like ya killed some1 or something.. i personally agree that they should beef up the security but not till ya dun have ANY FREEDOM...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, July 14, 2004 ]
+Time [ 11:59 a.m.
]
Inconsiderate To The Extreme
"Ouch!","Freaking dun have the manners to say excuse me." She turn back and stared at him. staring back at her and said "if all girls act like you, i rather get married to animals. and doesn't mean ya pretty ya need not say excuse me rite?"
that was a scene i saw just now on the train.. it was extremely jam pack full of people..people were push and pushing, trying to get in even though the voice recorded announcer said that "if the train is full pls wait for another train..."which part of the sentence is not understandable?? y can't people wait for another train? we all know that we are late.. so y not let be another 2-5 more mins late? IT'S FREAKING FULL... shall i spell that again... F..U..L..L... dun be a stupid fool to go in a full train!!! it just waste time as the train couldn't close the doors and there waste another 5 mins and in total of 10 mins later to work.. if people would just listen and not try to go in, ya'll be only 5 mins late..
"hey auntie! ni "mei you li mau"(inconsiderate).. rushing for sit is it?? stand too long is it?? huh?? must push people some more?? ya only 40+ still strong, can stand right, still wanna steal this sit from this pregnent woman is it?? i giving the sit to her not you.. stand up ah.." the woman stood up looking red at the face. every1 was looking at her. some were like gossiping bout her. others were like attemting to laugh. as soon as the next stop arrived she goes down.
this is how inconsiderate singaporeans can be.. let's face it ah. i'm not that an angel myself but i still know when i need to be or not to be considerate.. singaporeans are KIASU.. ya can be that in some ways but pls try not to be inconsiderate and singapore would be a better place.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Tuesday, July 6, 2004 ]
+Time [ 10:42 a.m.
]
Life Isn't That Perfect Huh???
how to obtain a perfect life?? i'm still finding for the perfect life.. and i dun think i'll ever find it.. but i'm satisfied wit my life now.. having a great gf(but a fierce 1 and i dun care...), having a half great life.. but does that count as a perfect life?? to me it is.. a erfect life is a defiation of own's self.. if ya think ya have a great life, ya'll have it.. if ya think ya have a sucky life, ya'll have that.. people should be content wit their life.. even if it's a sucky 1..every day pass is a day GOD has given to us for us to live it to the fullest.. never a day HE makes us miserable and not pay us back with something in 1 way or another.. i wonder y there are still so many freethinkers in the world.. people who dun believe in any GOD be it Islam, Christian, Hindu or any type of religion are people who will have sucky days everyday..
actually death is a reward for every 1.. people think death is a bad think.. but it is a good thing in a way.. although death brings us further from the people we love or cherish but it's another way of knowing that we love that somebody very much.. so much that we tend to cry or even willing to die after losing him/her.. it's another way of saying goodbye to the world and the stupid problems we'll encounter. after death there will only be route. either to hell or heaven. in which we dun have to decide. but in earth we must decide whether we live in hell or heaven.. if we dun get heaven on earth we'll complain so much that we have a bad life and this must be hell.. but actually this is heaven where we get to feel everything rite in front of our own eyes.. feel with our hands and legs.. feel loved by somebody.. feel the colours.. cos seriously nobody knows wat ya going to encounter when ya die and that's the bad part of it.. IT REMAINS A SECRET.. so y the hell fight for the smallest stuffs.. just leave it and live life to the max.. cherish everything that is here.. never take anything for granted..
(thanks to the peeps who make me realise this.. and funny siak how iman tries to talk and laugh at the same time.. Jgn hah PiGang hahahah AkU aH~hahahaa..waahahahahehahahehaheahehehahehahehae)
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Monday, July 5, 2004 ]
+Time [ 02:35 p.m.
]
Is Pissing People a new trend these days??
hmmm.. the hottest news--->>> Pissing people are in the trend rite now.. throwin off emo, ska, punk and other genre of music and trend of clothings.. WHAHEEHAEHUEHAE... sometimes i dun understand y people quarrel becase of the genre they dun like and the critics.. let's listen to my opinions bout the scene.. /b
hmmm..firstly, lets talk bout ska--->>>who listens to ska anymore.. rite~ to tell me no 1 really listen to ska.. come on ah.. wat bout catch22.. reel big fish... y are they still famous?? ska.. people say ska sucks.. y is that so?? remember people, when ya first just go into the scene surely ya have had listen to ska and skank rite?? but i understand y peeps hates ska nowdays... because of the yp's trying to be in the trend.. it's like infuences.. tis guy influence this guy then tis guy influence the others.. then the crowd come in.. it become sell out.. /b
punk rock---->>>punk rock is not the in thing anymore.. now everybody turning to emo...maybe it's the trend.. emo is in now ah.. from a gig that i see punk rockers have more fun then emo kids.. i read bout tis comment from a blog i read.. a guy says if the music's good the crowd is there.. so so very true.. if ya good they'll listen and mosh...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Monday, June 28, 2004 ]
+Time [ 05:04 p.m.
]
hmmm... time for me to sit back and relax... well can we relax in this ever changing enviornment?? can we ever have fun? now days i see children suffering from all the studies they have to go through.. remember this phrase? "if you got no education, ya'll end up a road sweeper.." i hate it when my parents says that.. imagine.. if every1 was a graduate who would want to sweep the floors of the street?? robots?? i'm very sad for the children.. losing thier childhood for studies.. and to wat?? please the parents only!!! it doesn't please them to lose their childhood over studies.. i hope i not going to be the typical type of parents who always have plans for thier children.... piano lessons, ballet dancing.. forcing kids go all the classes so they could not be with thier frends and not spend time having fun.. thinking that other kids are bad influences to thier kids... wat crap.. that wat's i see from the parents of my sis students.. wat crap!!!
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Tuesday, June 22, 2004 ]
+Time [ 09:49 a.m.
]
National Service has been brought down to 2 yrs... what's the use of making it 2 yrs?? it's still a waste of time.. waste of time and waste of money for the government!!! might as well they supply money to the poor..
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Friday, June 11, 2004 ]
+Time [ 11:17 a.m.
]
hmmmmm... it's friday.. and it's the 3rd week of me werkign in this company.. well it's great werking here.. no stress or wateva.. y do we stress??just because we cannot cope with something that we have to condamn ourselves in eternity of horible thinking wasting our bodies to gruesome torture and mental diversity... somethimes we just need to cool down.. but in this type of enviornment that we live in.. there's no telling wat could happen..everything just pulls us down.. bosses are on ya ass.. managers trying to rush ya for something.. supervisors telling ya off for doing something wrong.. luckily i haven't been in the real workforce yet.. so i do not know the meaning of stress yet. i seen many people in stress b4... my aunt is 1 of them.. hmmm.. so stress out that she is put in a mental hospital. thank god she is now recovering from the thing and she is now able to go home.. y cant we cope with stress?? y?? y?? whether can or not it's up to individuals.. but i guess i can.. i hope...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Monday, June 7, 2004 ]
+Time [ 12:52 p.m.
]
hey ya all!! i just reformatted this damn bloody laptop.. cool man.. i actually know how to do this man.. i didn't think i would make it.. but i did!! yeah!! yeah for me again.. so how's life?? life sucks isn't it?? ya have to do this, do that.. the ya have to obstacles to jump.. like ya love life.. ya skool.. well everythig from a to zeeee... well love life sucks the most.. i think so to many peeps.. skool is even better than the pain gone through in ya love life.. rite?? y do peeps get stress when they are out of love?? even i get stress in these types of situations.. but wat to do.. i think it's just mankind to get stress in these stuffs.. wat if ya have a love triangle wat would ya do?? wat if ya lover died? wat would ya do?? wat if... there are so many wat if's in the wold ya just can't bear to get these sorts of 'wat if's' in a relationship.
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, May 26, 2004 ]
+Time [ 05:25 a.m.
]
hey it's been a long time since i've updated.. hmmm.. now i'm doing my attachments.. it's at th CBD area.. i'm now working for a medical company.. well.. it's a great company.. break any time.. no restrictions.. work 5 days.. 9 to 5.30.. and the best is ya can come b4 10... hhahahaha... isn't that great.. power to the max.. i hope i'll get an extension after i complete tis attachment thingy.. hahahaha!!! i have my own laptop... which i am able to bring home.. and i have my own cubicle.. and my own window space on the 19th floor.. power!!! hahaha!!1 i'm finishing work soon.. i'm going home!! well guys.. i'll update ya all tomolo when i got the time.. damn!!! bye.. (it's raining soon and i hope to et back as soon as possible... meeting my gf ahh.. for a movie...)
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, May 12, 2004 ]
+Time [ 02:00 a.m.
]
it's been a long time since i updated this freaking site.. got time but no comp to do it on.. now my internet is okie.. but still freaking slow.. just have to get use to it.. but never mind.. so tis is where it all being..
It's it me or it's it JUST the World??
so many things happened these days.. i was disgust to see wat the american soldiers did to the iraqi prisoners.. they strip them and humilate them.. is that the rite conduct to treat prisoners?? even though the prisoners have done things wrong, there is no reason to humilate them by doing something out of this world.. damn you americans soldiers!!! i'm not anti american but i hate the way BUSH handle stuffs like this.. he didn't even said sorry. and his 2nd in command had to say it for him.. wat the fuck?? wat's this.. he should apologised himself.. is this how he takes care of iraq as he promised? it is to be said that he wants to look strong by not apologising as the elections are coming up.. strong?? my foot... a strong candidate of the election would look strong if he or she apologised for the country if something wrong happened not by asking some1 else to..then the people would see that he cares for the country not his and the people would noe that if he can care for another country he would do better to his own country. how can he not know that!!!
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Friday, April 23, 2004 ]
+Time [ 10:25 a.m.
]
first of all.. i wanna thank jake for the new template.. he's really good man!! so if anybody want a template of webbie just go to his webbie and tell him but with a very small fee of cos.. hehehe!! THANKS JAKE.. owe ya 1..http://an27.tz4.com
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Friday, April 23, 2004 ]
+Time [ 02:41 a.m.
]
"oik, where ya going??",as he chased on to tom. "i'm going to meet my gf,
and by the way.. you looked different today.." ,tom said with his eyes wondering to find out
wat made him looked different.. "maybe it's the new shirt i bought..hehehe", he said with a smile.
he then moved on to call the rest of the guys..
"hey, where the freaking hell are you guys?!?!?!", irritated that he had been waiting for half and
hour without any of the guys reaching. at the same time he was wondering wat made him looked
different. is it the t shirt? is it his shoes? or is it his new bag? he wondered into his own world..
"OOOIIIIIKKKKK!!!!!, wat are ya dreaming bout??"startled by cinco, he then begin to wipe his drool
off his mouth. " wat are ya dreaming huh?? girl huh?? you ahhh!! everytime you know!!!", cinco said
wit his irritating smile of his.. "and by the way you look different today.",cinco said and scratching his
head trying to figure out.."tom said that too, you know..", cinco trying to start his clever assumtions.
"ya had sex yesterday huh??" "no",saying with full confidence that he had not had sex.
"hmmmm...okie"cinco said then went on talking to the phone with naddy...he then went into his own
world again trying to figure out wat's so different bout him today..maybe it's the eyes..
1 by 1 the guys came. and all of them said the same thing that he was different. then as usual the last
to arrive was prazzie.."sorry guys i'm late.. had to send my gf ahh.. and dok you looked different today",
prazzie said with a sigh tone in his voice. "i dun noe ahh.. everybody said i was look different today.
but i dun noe wat it is...damn!!", he said while looking at prazzie at eye level...
everybody then realised that matt was tall.. well, as tall as prazzie and every1 was astonished
at last his dream came true to be as tall as prazzie..for the fist time her wasn't looked down literaly
cos he was tall.. he could now look down on e.t. he was so happy that he jump ard like a monkey locked in a cage.
he was on cloud nine. he was high over the skies. well actually he was high over everybody because of his height.
he was.........
poof
"matt wake up.. your turn to do guard duty..."
he was.....DREAMING.... goddamnit... he was totally dreaming.. sleeping and fantasizing bout being tall..
hmmm... nevermind he thought at least i'm going to get my pink i.c soon.. it's better then being tall..
hahaha...
p.s- tis incident is taking from an idea. anything or any body related to it is purely conicidental.
if any related thing or anybody.. i wish to say sorry...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Friday, April 16, 2004 ]
+Time [ 04:10 p.m.
]
Does Being In Love Really Change A Person??
Yes it does change a person.. and i should noe it.. cos love can be blinding at times.. no 1 stupid in love.. whether it's true or puppy love.. ya can never tell who's ya mate.. ya can never noe who ya going to end up wit..who noe's ya might end up wit ya next door neighbour? no 1 noes.. hmmm.. people may be crazy to fall in love wit the wrong person.. but who cares.. no matter how crazy it is, it is the ya love ya feel, not any1's else.. i should noe it.. hehehe.. well, now there are many break ups going ard..i dun noe is it the season or every1 just feel like getting alone.. it's either break ups or time out for many of thoes 1 know.. some even had long term relationships.. hmmm.. many people say "there are many flowers in the garden or many fishes in the sea..." but the fact that every flower or every fish will look diff in a way or another..so it's like ya only like the 1 flower or fish ya pick.. that's y love is confusing.. meddle wit it and ya'll be dead.. hahaha...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Thursday, April 15, 2004 ]
+Time [ 10:34 a.m.
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Live Your Life To The Fullest... do we really live our live to the fullest?? i know i didn't.. so have ya?? i know i still have lots of things i wanna do.. like going bungee jumping and parachuting.. but there are many factors taken to consideration.. like 1 of those are ya parents... parents stop us doing almost everything.. everything that is dangerous.. y can't we do something we like?? y can't we do something dangerous?? y can't we do tis? y can't we do tat?? remember these word?? "stop this.." or "stop that.." since kids, we are not allowed to do lots of stuffs.. and now days the kids i see are mostly nerds.. whereby all kids have lesser fun and more studies or doing stuffs which is other than play.. do these parents know that tis is y there are more suicide and people becoming more stressful... for wat i surveyed so far that fun kids wit fun loving parents have lesser stress then the kids wit parents who send their kids to violin or swimming lessons or etc.. actually some kids dun like these type of stuffs but their parents force them to do tis.. that's y singapore army now have welfare.. even their bags got rollers.. wat the fark?? imagine an army boy rolling a bag like a primary school student.. funny rite?? tis is all because of parents.. parents kinda love to complain alot that the army is tough and stuffs.. now see tis.. it's now becoming more like a sissy camp.. wat the fark.. well i dun noe ahh.. until i become 1 parent../n
Parents rule ye world...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Wednesday, April 14, 2004 ]
+Time [ 02:42 p.m.
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"Ya wear that later get malay smell" that's was wat my classmate say to another of my classmate.. wat the fuck was he saying.. gd riddance he was beaten up by the 2 mly guys.. i was fucking mad at the 2 guys but now i'm actaullay glad he was beaten up.. dun he noe wat he say is was freaking racist comment.. it maybe true but he could have said it in a different way..and people might accept it.. but he was really into the saying of malay smell.. and that pisses me off.. FUCK HIM!!! although it's just a comment but not to the extent of saying that type of comment.. how i wonder y do tis type of people still live in this world.. y are people so racist?? do they know becos of people like him, people are becoming racist every single day?? hmmm.. i dun think any1 notices.. y are we, the malays, treated 2nd class in politics or in fact anywhere else in singapore?? are they afraid of we joining to our fellow people in malaysia to conquer here?? if they are.. they better treat us the way we will treat them.. with care and respect.. not wit hatred and betrayal... and to the indians too.. cos they help to bulit tis motherland.. not on just 1 RACE....
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Monday, April 12, 2004 ]
+Time [ 08:47 p.m.
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Are Emo Bands As Sellout In Lion City As What Most People Say?? well i dun think so anyway.. look at the recent turnout for the so called emo gig at substation.. not many people turn up for that gig.. and they say the bands are into it for the fame.. actually there are not as much fame as when ya play in a ska or punk rock band.. cos most people are more likely to have listened to ska or punk rock on radio rather than to emo or post hardcore... so wat's this bout emo being sellout or stuffs?? i agree that many people are starting out to listen to emo and it's becoming a trend.. wat bout the emo fashion, emo music and all those emo shit, everything has a start wat.. it's something like ska, punk rock, metal and all other genre.. everything has a start to it and will die off soon.. well if ya into the trend then i got nothing to say.. for myself i'm into any type of music.. be it ska, punk rock or even rap metal.. i have a band in each genre so that when people say i'm a poser i would have the cheek to say i'm into the music sence and not into the trend.. i love playing music.. so i dun care wat type of music ya give me i would still listen.. even techno sometimes.. hahahah...but fashion trend is an ugly thing.. ya can become a rude boy or a punk rocker or wateva trend and then have another trend of clothing which ya comfortable to wear and when other people see ya they judge ya.. they'll say" ehh that guy/girl wear like that and today i see her wear like that.. poser ah i think.." y can't people where wat they are comfortable in.. hmmm.. nowdays.. people are just to narrow minded thinking bout if ya this concept ya have to say like that forever...
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Saturday, April 10, 2004 ]
+Time [ 09:19 a.m.
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"SO WHICH POLITICAL PARTY WOULD YOU VOTE FOR??" hmmm.. actually i would vote for any political party other People Action Party(PAP for short). hmmm.. there's like so much politics in our country.. talking bout there's no discrimination.. that's all a lie.. are we all really EQUAL?? oh come on face it.. there are still some discrimination btw people of all races.. may be it indian, malay, chinese or eurasians.. there are still upper class and lower class.. there are still racist among all of us.. we may not see it but they are there but they dun show it.. i'm turning into a racist.. not totally a racist ahh.. but i'm starting to dislike some people of some races.. it's not bout thier races but their attitude.. most of the people i hate have those airy type of behaivour attitude like they are of higher ranking then ya.. even of my own race there are some.. these type of people deserve to be beaten up.. it's like they look at ya like ya the fucking dirt in tis world.. like the aunties.. they look at me and my friends like we are rubbish.. just came out from rubbish family.. just because wat?? we sit ard under blocks.. wat crap.. and they even go ard telling their child not to be like use.. come on lah aunties.. ya son is even worse then us.. i hate those aunties aunties..
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Thursday, April 8, 2004 ]
+Time [ 01:59 p.m.
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ARMY, CIVIL DEFENCE, OR POLICE?? which 1 will i be in?? isk.. it's such a waste of time being in these uniform groups..freaking taking 2 and the half yrs of our life man!! "being in the army makes ya a man..","the difference between a man and a boy is national service" wat the fuck.. everybody says that.. come on lah..from wat happened just now i dun think that it's true.. seeing N.S boys behaving like small kids reflects on wat i was told.. does N.S really brings the man out of ya?? NAH!! i dun think so.. N.S only bring ya to another part of life.. a life of torturous, and painul days.. i think i'm saying this because i haven't been to N.S yet.. but i still think that it's wasting my 2 yrs.. i could earn more money in 2 yrs then in N.S... my gf would have save enough for us to get married by then.. but wat?? i have to support my mom first b4 i could get married.. if i haved worked instead of doing my N.S.. i would have targeted that i would get married by the age of 25.. now.. i got to target getting married b4 30.. if my gf am still wit me.. hmmm.. i'm still wondering if N.S would bring out the man in me....
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cinco said ::
+Date [ Tuesday, April 6, 2004 ]
+Time [ 12:49 p.m.
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hmmmm... well fist of all i wanna say i kinda miss my gf alot.. well she's out of town.. going to malaysia.. well can't wait for the gig.. it's cuming up man... and i goig to give a performance peeps won't forget..
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